Wake up I’m still numb
Still felt like we’re still one
The light the warmth the life like the sun
But that life is done and I’ll likely shun
the wifey type I thought I’d won
but I did it, I quit it, avoided the visits
that ripped at my heart accepted that we’re apart
time for a fresh start now it’s all about me
invigorated with an incredible energy
the truth of the matter is I’m shattering the barriers of apathy
shedding the ties that once shackled me
no longer held by your gravity
they say love is blind, but it can be blinding
I needed reminding that I was declining
Kept pandering to your demands
And became less of a man
So while it hurts like hell for me to let you go
You letting me grow is gonna let me grow
Let me show you how I never meant to be slow
I’m inspired to connect with my glow
I’m contemplating places, thinking bout the faces
And how the day erases motivation when you’re going through the paces
I wanna be more courageous, putting pen to pages
Maybe than I may just make it
No longer am I faded, got rid of the haze when
I made the decision to give up the blazing
Maybe I’m complacent, maybe I’m lazy
Maybe I should never let it phase me
Or maybe I’m impatient, maybe I’m vacant,
Maybe I’m destined for greatness
Maybe I’m empowered maybe I’m sour
Maybe i’m the man of the hour
Maybe I’ve moved on maybe this new song is nothing but the truth
Up and away, this is what I’d like to say
So while it hurts like hell for me to let you go
You letting me grow is gonna let me grow
Let me show you how I never meant to be slow
I’m inspired to connect with my glow
credits
from SPLIT DECISION,
released August 17, 2011
Lyric by Adikkal
Music Prod by Leehahn
Guest Guitar by MK Kang